sigh

she was doing so well but tonite she went haywire..we rearranged our living room..didn't think it would up set her..she seemed fine before bed..she woke up screaming and attacking me in her sleep..she screamed and threw a fit for about an hour until we came down stairs..its 4 in the morning and shes dancing to yo gabba gabba..she couldn't sleep b/c her brain was racing b/c we changed the living room..i brought her down here and sobbed..it hurts so much that she has to go thru this..i don't think i'll be sleeping tonite

Hallelujah

The past few days have been amazing..Marlee took herself off milk and her bottle..let me tell you..i feel like my baby woke up!!!! she's talking more, eating a variety of food and her fits are few and far between!! i am just ecstatic..i think our prayers have been answered..we are slowly removing dairy and then eventually i will take out gluten..i know she is still autistic..but maybe with diet we can help her have a "normal" life..hopefully she will just keep getting better and better..our next journey..potty training haha